The 16 year-old Winnie,
Hey, can't remember you wrote this letter huh? Well, maybe you do.
Let's talk about your boyfriend, Winnie, how is he? I hope you're not still going out with him, I bet he has gone with some other girls and acted like he'd miss you a lot when he left. If that happened, I guess there was a long while when you were sad like your computer was going to burn out itself, but I guess it turned out just fine. Did you miss school? If you did, congratulations, that's your first time, I bet you didn't enjoy it. It feels bad to escape from your responsibility, you've known it since this world was built, and since you still did it, you deserved the bad.
Don't be frustrated to be single, that's what you've been enjoying, remember? Having a date is not suitable for you; look at me, suffering with your ex darling. Nonetheless you have got one thing to thank him : that he taught you not to give guys what they want; when they want to buy you something, get whatever you like. To which you did completely opposite. Like your mum always says about your father : If I don't spend his money, he's going to spend it in another way for himself, so why shouldn't I get what I want? You've got the greatest mother, think how good I'd have been if you had learned from her.
How's school, Winnie? Doing good like always? Or did some jerks kick you out of the game? Go get them, it'll be fun to watch your competitors ruin their lives, give it a try. Like Ms. Lovelace said to you, "Don't let little things bring you down, you know how good you can be and the others just can't." You and I both hope that she's right...... I mean if you and I work hard enough, that'd come true! I need you to get As and the best in English again by the end of the year, you can't fail this time, you can't.
How are friends, Winnie? Have they sell you out yet? Oh, or has Haylie stolen your ex Mr. Darling? You know how you're jealous inside, deep in the little part of your heart. You're jealous, aren't you? HA! How can't you? The guy whom you wanted to make happy, who held you in his arms while anther girl came up to his mind, the more ironic thing is, you knew what he was actually thinking. And the broken-hearted Winnie could still be the good friend of Haylie, thought that she was innocent. Yes, she was, she didn't like him, then why did she lie to you about the little things? If she's not with him now, you'll be accusing yourself, "how I foolish I was, she's a friend I've known for 13 years, I can trust her." That's the same thing you've been saying to yourself since one year ago, girl.
I bet you're trusting Matt and Daniel, like usual. Be sure to pray to the man above and hope they're okay, especially for Matt.
Take care of the shit that comes in the middle of your way, the road will be yours, smooth and clear.
I hope you're reading this letter the day right after your birthday, 13 March, 2011, because one year ago you met your boyfriend, probably your ex boyfriend by then. Have another fresh start, Winnie.
Love,
The 15 year-old Winnie
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