7-9-2010

I just posted 3 poems that I wrote during the time I was away. I never know poems, I just wrote it with my instinct so I believe there are quite a lot of mistakes. I don't really want it to be seen for that reason, but at last I decided to put it here because I want it to be recorded, and let you know how childish I was.

As you see, two of my poems were about my boyfriend, whom I just broke up with not long ago. I never denied feelings from him, and I still remember how strong those feelings were. Were. They faded away after all.

He had been important to me, but frankly, he had been too self-centered, he had totally neglected my feelings. I couldn't run around a person for so long, I needed to think of myself, too. That was however a hard decision. Luckily, a friend called Woody, who is really good to me, helped me to push him away. I wouldn't succeed if it wasn't him, I'm truly grateful for it.

Unsurprisingly, everyone liked my facebook relationship statues after I turned it to "single". It was hilarious and also, warmish to me, as I knew many people really did support what I had done. That meant a lot, undoubtedly.

At the moment, life has been even more fantastic! School just started and this year I'm studying Economics, History and Geography, I'M SO EXCITED! Especially when Woody is helping me with my Econ! It's going to be a fierce competition in my classes! Great, I haven't felt so alive for ages! This is definitely where I belong to: happiness.

Winnie, just take a deep breath, and go for it!

7-9-2010

I Hate - written by Winnie Yau

I hate to lie,
though it just happens when you're trying to make someone happy.
Why are you using it to cover the mistakes you've made?

I hate to be normal,
though someone may not agree with you.
Why can't I just be myself?

I hate to follow,
though you command me each day.
Why haven't you ever asked for my will?

I hate to hide,
though it's what we're supposed to do in lives.
Why can't I be seen?

I hate to crawl,
though someone may give me a hand out to help.
Why do you have to see me get hurt?






(19 July, 2010)
I wrote it with unpleasant English, for that I apologize. It is barely known as a school assignment but somehow I just wrote it, within five minutes. Right now I'm really frustrated, somehow.

7-9-2010

Now That You Are Leaving - written by Winnie Yau

You once promised that you wouldn't leave,
Now that I feel you so far,
Slipping away from my arms,
Since it's not me that you love,
The love of yours has faded to death,
Yet my love to you is still burning,
That even the Gods shall be jealous.

Oh, my dear love,
I shall not stop you from leaving,
As you belong to the pleasure,
Yet trapping can only bring the blood of your soul.

Oh, my only love,
I shall be waiting,
Everyday,
When you're hurt,
Then you shall come back to me,
And I shall comfort you, and love you,
As always.




(17 May,2010 to 23 May,2010)

7-9-2010

Let It Be - written by Winnie Yau

Let the time rot me,
My face will be aged,
My brain will be blocked,
Yet my love to you will still be with me,
Just the fact that you won't accept it.

Let this broken heart be damned,
The blood will be flooding in my veins,
The breathe will be stopped,
Yet I will still be alive,
Just the fact that I'm dead to you.

Let this soul be dispersed,
The wail will be vanished,
The sorrow will be dissolved,
Yet the memories of ours will still dwell,
Just the fact that you can't remember.





(23 May, 2010)