Sunday, 11 July 2010

Jealousy 11-7-2010

I saw Peishan's photos from Australia on facebook just a few minutes before, and I've seen her progress, magnificent progress, that she wouldn't have in Hong Kong.

She's a very good person, who treats me really well, I should be happy for her but somehow I'm jealous.

Jealousy is always a company of mine but I want it to keep its distance from me this time.

I'm thinking how much progress I'd have if I was there, in the study tour, in Australia. I'm so jealous. Why the rich students who don't like or even don't learn English, can have this opportunity to go? That's so unfair.

My friend once said the school should help the poor students like me, to go to study tours, because that's what we deserve. I almost cried when I heard her saying this, though the school would never do such a thing for us.

Stop it. Stop what you're thinking. You shouldn't be thinking this, remember how good Peishan is to you? You need stop this jealousy going through your heart.

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