I just posted 3 poems that I wrote during the time I was away. I never know poems, I just wrote it with my instinct so I believe there are quite a lot of mistakes. I don't really want it to be seen for that reason, but at last I decided to put it here because I want it to be recorded, and let you know how childish I was.
As you see, two of my poems were about my boyfriend, whom I just broke up with not long ago. I never denied feelings from him, and I still remember how strong those feelings were. Were. They faded away after all.
He had been important to me, but frankly, he had been too self-centered, he had totally neglected my feelings. I couldn't run around a person for so long, I needed to think of myself, too. That was however a hard decision. Luckily, a friend called Woody, who is really good to me, helped me to push him away. I wouldn't succeed if it wasn't him, I'm truly grateful for it.
Unsurprisingly, everyone liked my facebook relationship statues after I turned it to "single". It was hilarious and also, warmish to me, as I knew many people really did support what I had done. That meant a lot, undoubtedly.
At the moment, life has been even more fantastic! School just started and this year I'm studying Economics, History and Geography, I'M SO EXCITED! Especially when Woody is helping me with my Econ! It's going to be a fierce competition in my classes! Great, I haven't felt so alive for ages! This is definitely where I belong to: happiness.
Winnie, just take a deep breath, and go for it!
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